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ok wait quick side note this blog post is going to be about the book the power of moments but then ill also be talking about my other books but for later blog posts ill probably focus on only the power of moments if that's what u guys want MY GOODIE GRACIOUS IM SO HAPPY I WENT TO THE LIBRARY TODAY YOU GUYS HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH FREEDOM MEANS TO ME whenever im able to go wherever i want and like walk to places especially libraries and home from school i just feel so HAPPY because not only am i able to be alone with nature and the wind and the beautiful sky even if its raining im also able to have freedom  like technically walking alone somewhere isn't really freedom related but it STILL IS LIKE AND IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY ESPECIALLY IF IM GOING TO LIBRARY AND TOMORROW IM GOING TO THE LIBRARY AFTER SCHOOL TOO and there's so many books there guys oh my gosh im so HAPPYYYY if this day never happened i wouldn't have a new perspective on life too now i know what its like to star...

i felt like writing another blog and i thought this would be able to fit in the other blog post i mean like technically there's no limit to how many words you can put in one blog post but i didn't want you guys getting confused and plus im going to go on a long talk on books and chemistry and science and WHATEVER I FEEL LIKE TALKING ABOUT SO WOOHOO 2 BLOG POSTS IN ONE DAY DID YOU GUYS KNOW I FINISHED 2 BOOKS IN 2 WEEKS!!! IM NOT VERY CONSISTENT AT READING OR FINISHING BOOKS AND IM JUST SO AJSFJAF but then they weren't high level books and i try to read high level books so i can feel smart and seem smart to other people because i love seeming smart because being smart is a great trait to have and balh balh BUT WHEN I READ HIGH LEVEL BOOKS THEYRE SO LONGGG AND THEN THERES WORDS I DNT KNOW AND I USUALLY NOTE THEM DOWN BUT THEN I DONT WANNA STUDY SOME STUPID VOCAB WRDS THAT I WILL PROBABLY FORGET IN THE FUTURE and then the story is interesting but then the books are so long lik...

guys guys guys gusyg usyg sugysg sgudyfsd fok so today i hung out with a lot of people and i stayed silent the entire time and i didnt have an actual cnversation with any of them because tahts just how it is i guess but then i felt really left out but that wasnt their fault but then technially it was my fault btu then i just couldnt say anything iw as siletn and i just yeah but then ehyea and yeah abdnfeandfdanda dnadnad  then i searched up a video on how to get better at socializing and this video popped up  and let me just tell you how much this video helped me i felt so sad during the hangout because i couldnt bring myself to say anything and i just felt so stpid and bad and i was gonna cry when i got home but i dnt feel likek crying but i still feel sad but technicalyl im  not really sad becuse its not that big of a deal btu  i talk a lot a lot in my blogs and i would love to do that in real life but you see i think the reason why i cnat do that isnt because my ...

ok first of all how do people even start conversations??? i mean when im around my close friends i don't even have to start a conversation because i can just say whatever i want but otherwise i cant do that around other people because that's kind of awko taco and whenever i DO say something that's on my mind they usually don't respond because its so random and then i usually do a lot of hand gestures and facial expressions to show and exaggerate what im saying so i don't seem boring but then when im talking to someone ONLINE THAT DOESNT WORK??!?!?  i usually communicate with my face and hands not my actual voice because my voice doesn't convey what imt trying to say because when i try to say what i want it doesn't come out correctly and i end up stuttering and then it makes it all awkward and then when im about to say something i don't say it because then what if the other person doesn't respond at ALL??!?! what if we sit in silence after what i said...

i usually write these blog posts at night when my mind is running aroudnt he most but currently im really bored and i have nothing else to do and i think this will help me think properly because yea! im gonna be talking about how AMAZING THIS OSNG IS  I DONT UNDERSTAND A SINGLE WORD IT SAYS EXCCEPT FOR LIKE EM OR HWATEVER BUT ITS SO GOOD I CANNOT EXPRESS MY LOVE FOR THIS SONG ITS AMAZING I ASBOLTUELY LOVE THIS SONG  i hope one day im in the car and i put my spotify on and it plays this song so my mom can understand it too and then we can vibe to it together because of how GOOD IT IS forgot to add the link here  https://open.spotify.com/track/65uxT4ZGe6eOABj1g5V2Fj?si=1449738dd9ea4a26 BUT ITS SO GOOD AND I READ THE ENLGIHS LYRICS HERE WAIT ILL COPY AND PASTE THEM Verse 1 I like to stand under the shimmering sky with sunshine My beauty doesn't make many people fall in love Uhhhh because I'm not a fragile bouquet of epiphyllum flower I love watching clouds in the pure sky No...

hoenstly i have nothign else to write about so im going to write about how i hate prodigy because im about to get in big trouble if i don't go to sleep soon and this is the only thing i can write about right now and this is just a rant about how prodigy is stupid and should be better and why khan academy is better than prodigy prodigy is so stupid how is it supposed to help me with math if everytime i get a problem wrong i almost DIE and its so time consuming like what im not going to spend 5 minutes on one problem just to get it wrong even though its really easy to solve like hello  and plus prodigy is like pay to win you have to have membership to buy some stuff that some kids would probably really really want and u know how when a kid wants something really badly they will whine if they don't get it SO YEAH PRODIGY IS A PAIN IN THE BUTT i was doing a math problem and it wasn't even 7th grade math it was legit 6th grade math but anyways i was doing the problem right and i...

ok guys i was plannign to write and talk about something else but i have no time and i would rather talk about binary code and computers right now so deal with it  ill write about aomame and the disgusting things in the book im reading tomorrow if i have time because my homework took up ALL OF MY TIME TODAY NOT EVEN KDDING IT TOOK ME LIKE 4 HOURS TO COMPLETE A SIMPLE LETTER  i wasn't able to concentrate the entire time but that's because i have a really short attention span and i wasn't interested in the topic we were learning that was a lie im really interested in science in fact i LOVE LOVE LOVE science but currently we're learning about the body but STLL THE BODY IS SO INTERSETING  i think the reason why i couldn't focus was because i didn't have a proper outline in my head set out yet. usually i need an outline already in my head so i can just type whatever comes up which is what im doing right now and as you can see there is no structure, no theme, no organ...