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ok wait quick side note this blog post is going to be about the book the power of moments but then ill also be talking about my other books but for later blog posts ill probably focus on only the power of moments if that's what u guys want MY GOODIE GRACIOUS IM SO HAPPY I WENT TO THE LIBRARY TODAY YOU GUYS HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH FREEDOM MEANS TO ME whenever im able to go wherever i want and like walk to places especially libraries and home from school i just feel so HAPPY because not only am i able to be alone with nature and the wind and the beautiful sky even if its raining im also able to have freedom  like technically walking alone somewhere isn't really freedom related but it STILL IS LIKE AND IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY ESPECIALLY IF IM GOING TO LIBRARY AND TOMORROW IM GOING TO THE LIBRARY AFTER SCHOOL TOO and there's so many books there guys oh my gosh im so HAPPYYYY if this day never happened i wouldn't have a new perspective on life too now i know what its like to star...

i felt like writing another blog and i thought this would be able to fit in the other blog post i mean like technically there's no limit to how many words you can put in one blog post but i didn't want you guys getting confused and plus im going to go on a long talk on books and chemistry and science and WHATEVER I FEEL LIKE TALKING ABOUT SO WOOHOO 2 BLOG POSTS IN ONE DAY DID YOU GUYS KNOW I FINISHED 2 BOOKS IN 2 WEEKS!!! IM NOT VERY CONSISTENT AT READING OR FINISHING BOOKS AND IM JUST SO AJSFJAF but then they weren't high level books and i try to read high level books so i can feel smart and seem smart to other people because i love seeming smart because being smart is a great trait to have and balh balh BUT WHEN I READ HIGH LEVEL BOOKS THEYRE SO LONGGG AND THEN THERES WORDS I DNT KNOW AND I USUALLY NOTE THEM DOWN BUT THEN I DONT WANNA STUDY SOME STUPID VOCAB WRDS THAT I WILL PROBABLY FORGET IN THE FUTURE and then the story is interesting but then the books are so long lik...

guys guys guys gusyg usyg sugysg sgudyfsd fok so today i hung out with a lot of people and i stayed silent the entire time and i didnt have an actual cnversation with any of them because tahts just how it is i guess but then i felt really left out but that wasnt their fault but then technially it was my fault btu then i just couldnt say anything iw as siletn and i just yeah but then ehyea and yeah abdnfeandfdanda dnadnad  then i searched up a video on how to get better at socializing and this video popped up  and let me just tell you how much this video helped me i felt so sad during the hangout because i couldnt bring myself to say anything and i just felt so stpid and bad and i was gonna cry when i got home but i dnt feel likek crying but i still feel sad but technicalyl im  not really sad becuse its not that big of a deal btu  i talk a lot a lot in my blogs and i would love to do that in real life but you see i think the reason why i cnat do that isnt because my ...

ok first of all how do people even start conversations??? i mean when im around my close friends i don't even have to start a conversation because i can just say whatever i want but otherwise i cant do that around other people because that's kind of awko taco and whenever i DO say something that's on my mind they usually don't respond because its so random and then i usually do a lot of hand gestures and facial expressions to show and exaggerate what im saying so i don't seem boring but then when im talking to someone ONLINE THAT DOESNT WORK??!?!?  i usually communicate with my face and hands not my actual voice because my voice doesn't convey what imt trying to say because when i try to say what i want it doesn't come out correctly and i end up stuttering and then it makes it all awkward and then when im about to say something i don't say it because then what if the other person doesn't respond at ALL??!?! what if we sit in silence after what i said...