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hi everyone!! its currently 1:11 am and i should probably be sleeping cus i need to fix my sleep schedule for school but it's whatever. i've been doing math practically all day and i also played a little bit of video games but wow guys it took me so long to do the review sheet for my final cus i forgot practically everything. it's not like i can't solve the problems i just take a little longer to do them cus i haven't been doing some of these problems for a while. it's okay tho i did like 50 problems today.  i didn't really study any chemistry which makes me a little sad since my final is on wednesday and i really want an A on it to prove to myself that i am in fact not stupid. i think i know how i need to study for chem now tho cus i've been writing my review stuff on my whiteboard for chem and it really helps me connect all the concepts together when i see it on a whiteboard together. like my notes are helpful but the information from each set of notes...

HEY GUYS i haven't posted a blog post in a while but i am here to update you all with my life because i feel like my friends don't really share the same interest in whatever topic i want to talk about most of the time so to get out my words, i shall write them in this blog post!! anyways, the title does not implicate what you think it does. i am not going to college. i am literally a highschool sophomore. BUT i really want to go to college. i want to have freedom over my schedule instead of going to school for 7 hours a day. im grateful for my education but at the same time, i wish school was more interesting and that i learned...more??? i don't know i'm not trying to be cocky or anything cus some of the topics that i learn in ap chem are kinda hard to understand (for me at least), as well as math and sometimes comp sci. IDK i guess i'm just impatient and wish we could get to the hard stuff when we're going at this pace so i can build a strong foundation BEFORE ...

hey guys so erm i cried today so that says a little something before i get into what my score is but anyway when i got my test back i got 4 more points (last time i got a 21/29, this time i got a 25/29) than i did last time on the mcq but the thing is........two of the questions that i got wrong this time, i got them right last time. the test retake was the exact same as the first test we took so i literally got the same question right the first time i took the test and then got it wrong LIKE HOW DID THAT EVEN HAPPEN and like if i had gotten those two right i would have gotten a 93% on the mcq!!!!!!!!!!  i started crying when i got back to my seat and a couple of my friends were around me so they saw and it was embarrassing and it wasn't like dramatic ass crying i was just upset that i had messed up like that and i was so close to an A without extra credit. overall i got a 29/34 (w/o extra credit, with extra credit i got a 32/34) which isn't a bad score but i would have gotten ...

hello guys i had a bad day today and i need to study for a math quiz but i literally physically cannot do anything right now because i just want to go to sleep and never wake up again but i need to remember some formulas because i kind of forgot them over winter break so im writing this blog post to motivate me and also to write down the formulas double angles: sin:  1. 2sincos cos: 1. 2cos^2 - 1 2. 1 - 2sin^2 3. cos^2 - sin^2 tan: 1. 2tan/1 - tan^2 half angles: sin: 1. + or - sqrt(1+cos/2) cos: 1. + or - sqrt(1-cos/2) tan: 1. + or - sqrt(1+cos/1-cos) 2. 1+cos/sin 3. sin/1-cos okay thats enough of trig cus i just wrote down the formulas from memory and repeated the ones i got wrong and i think ive got it so thats all for trig anyways i am so stressed guys its so bad im so irritable at everything and anything and it makes me feel like a bad person for wanting to lash out on everything and anything including the people i love and i cant focus on what i want to focus on aka school and...