life lessons with brrly ep 1 (passion and desire)

this is gonna be extremely rushed because i forgot to do this earlier because i was doing homework and i was also just listening to music while doing nothing and i really need to go to sleep but i don't wanna break my record of 3 days straight of writing a blog post because it would be really satisfying if i could keep this up for a month and i would be really proud of myself if i could so im going to write a really quick one about balance 

balance as in emotions and energies or whatever u call it ykwim!

i learned this in history from my super nerdy history teacher which i actually think is really interesting i mean he has so much information on the things we learn and he's super respectful about religions and he's also really logical and passionate about what he talks about which i admire 

i would love to listen to more of his lectures but that would be weird but anyways

balance!! let me start off with an example

if u were rich and u had a lot of money just given to u by ur parents u would most likely not be so grateful since it was just given to u 

but if u were poor and u became rich by working hard u would be way more grateful

and this isn't going in the direction i planned it to go into but oh well because i have like 2 more minutes until i get whooped for not going to sleep

so what im trying to say is u have to have balanced emotions?? experiences?? 

if u were poor, u would probably be extremely sad about not having enough money and then u would want to cry and die and blah blah blah blah 

and u would have this strong desire to become rich right??? 

so then when u slowly and gradually climb up that mountain of richness and u become rich ur like wow!

and u would be so much more grateful for that money because you were poor and u knew how it felt to not have money and since that desire for money became a passion and ambition, you're more grateful that u now have money and blah blah blah

take another example for instance

a hallway crush! you have a huge desire to talk to them but you cant and you just want to fill in that gap in ur heart of not being able to talk to them

that desire soon turns into an ambition or passion to talk to them and your love slowly grows more intensely overtime ykwim ??

and when u guys are finally dating you feel so grateful and happy that you actually got to get in a relationship with them

what im trying to say it you have to go through the down downs before u can really feel the up ups

you have to feel pain to know what true happiness is like

you get what im saying?? i could talk more about this but i wrote all of this in the span of 7 minutes (haha 7 minutes my favorite numbeerrrrr!!!) 

im so glad i can write 110+ wpm  (i added that in to flex btw)

OH YEAH U KNOW THAT SAYING THAT GOES "one man's bike is another man's care" OR SOMETHING?? IT KIND CORRELATES TO WHAT IM TRYING TO SAY 

this is also meant for some of the people i have been talking with lately and i really want u to appreciate what u have in life!! turn ur desire for something into your passion!! your fire and flame!! i know its not that easy or whatever but i just see life in that way because passion keeps me going and its my motivation!

a strong desire for something that i dont have brings me down and makes me feel like i dont have much (i dont know if desire is the right word cuz desire can go both ways but whatever) 

but passion and ambition makes me want to go forward in life

get it??

TECHNICALLLYY DESIRE AND PASSION MEAN THE SAME THING U GET WHAT I MEAN RIGHT

ill write more on this one day because i didn't fully explain some parts like i wanted to

OK GOODBYE THANKS FOR READING IF U DID READ ALL OF IT AT LEAST 

also about the passion and desire thing im not saying u have to be grateful for the things in ur life (because i know it can be hard to be grateful for some things) im just saying u should!! technically this wasn't supposed to be about gratitude but it was supposed to be about passion and desire!

ill actually write about gratitude tomorrow. GOODBYE