brrly babbles about why she babbles so much

hi everyone!!! welcome back to another brrly babbles blog post. today we will be discussing the very big question: why does brrly babble so much?? i am honestly not sure why which is why i'm writing this blog post! except i am sure i just felt like writing a blog post before i went to sleep because i value my special little blog and wanted to add another post to my collection of blog posts!

i think one of the major reasons is that i think a lot. like i am THE thinker. i am a very pensive person and have been ever since i was a kid. i think it's also because i had a lot of time to myself as a kid since my parents were often busy with work, and i didn't want to play on my ipad all day!! other than the external factors, internally i've just always been a pensive person. sometimes that's a bad thing since i think too deeply into some things and get consumed by my thoughts but most of the time it's a good thing! because i think so much, i need to get it out somehow so i don't burst and die. usually i get it out in the form of verbal words but if i can't, i write it down on this blog. 

i also have a lot of opinions and thoughts that contradict each other and i need to debate it out to decide which one is right. also i just really like seeing how my train of thought works. letting it out on this blog allows me to revisit my old thoughts because doing so with my brain would be nearly impossible considering i can't even remember what i had for lunch yesterday which is kinda crazy like why is that so common?? why can't people remember what they had for lunch yesterday but can remember something that happened 10 yrs ago from their childhood??? it probably has something to do with the significance of the memory because what i had for lunch yesterday isn't as important as the awesome christmas gift i got when i was 5. anyways i also go on a lot of tangents like the one i just went on so the words just keep piling and piling as i continue to talk because each topic just switches to the next and it's like a NEVER ENDING WORD TRAIN!! sometimes i get tired of talking though like right now i kinda just wanna sleep but at the same time i don't want to because this blog post is super short BUT i also can't really think and write down quality content so like what's the point of writing a long blog post if it's not going to be a good one? quality over quantity am i right guys!!

okay honestly i just don't know what else to say to explain why i babble so much. like it's just a matter of the fact that i think a lot and every thought i have connects to another and another and another and it goes on and on and on. i guess i'll just talk about what it's like to be a thinker. i was honestly considering becoming a philosopher but i have found that my passion lies in the field of mathematics and i would not give up math for philosophy!!! like i love thinking but doing math gets me thinking so like math is practically philosophy combined with numbers so it's, like, PERFECT!!! i feel like i'm not very good at communicating my thoughts however which i think could be another reason to why i babble so much. i don't know how to get my thoughts out properly so in an attempt to do so i just dump everything out in hopes that i can get my point across but i've been improving at communication. i think so at least. don't tell me otherwise or i'll get sad! that's probably also the reason why i'm not the best at writing but HONESTLY i think i just THINK too much when i write. like i delete every other sentence i write when that just ruins the flow of my words. i haven't written an essay in so long though. these blog posts are like the only type of writing i've done in a while. school just started so i haven't had to write any formal essays yet!

okay i think you guys get the point. i babble because i think a lot. that's practically all there is to it. i'm tired now so i'm going to sleep and then tomorrow i will have a very fun day!!! just kidding i have a lot of homework to do that i didn't do today because of my cross country meet. i felt really tired afterwards so i didn't do any homework and i kind of regret it since now i have to jam it all into tomorrow but it's fine since most of if is just little stuff. okay now this is getting off the point of the topic of this blog post! sorry guys i'm sure you love reading my posts anyways am i right!! you guys as in myself and i know for a fact that i love reading my blog posts because it's interesting to see how i think. i've said that multiple times. wow i am very talkative and i got off topic very often when i'm sleepy. how interesting. OKAY BYE BYE GOODNIGHT EVERYONE!!